Being Happy.......

It's funny this whole new adventure we are on.

I am not sure if it is a confession or an addiction.

It could be a confession of an addiction.

That must be it.

Saturday I decided to take the day off from Bee and Mason

and spend some time with my husband and my dogs.

All three were very excited about this.

The problem was I was in a bad mood and couldn't shake it.

I tried my darnedest to be happy and in a good mood but it wasn't working.

Finally sometime in the afternoon I figured it out.

I was crashing from this 3 week Bee and Mason high I'd been riding.

Every day I have done something in regards to Bee and Mason and for the first time I wasn't.

I missed it. 

I missed the hunt for the perfect find. 

I missed the digging and wondering what someone's life was like.

I missed the creative thought process.

I had crashed. I was jonesing for Bee and Mason.

Well here is the funny part, well I think it's funny.

I was in charge of dinner so I was on my way to the market to pick up a couple of things 

for our movie date night at home and happened to pass a garage sale. 

I figured it couldn't hurt to stop by and look. 

Just maybe there would be something that needed to come home with me.

So I stopped, roamed around for a bit (it was a very big sale)

and found a couple of little things for a whopping $2.

I happily walked to my car with my little treasures and went to the market.

Once I got home I confessed to my husband where I had stopped.

He laughed. He figured as much since it took me a lot longer than it should have.

All of a sudden I realized I was in the best mood.

It only took 20 minutes and $2.00.

I am hooked. I need a daily fix, be it a find, blogging,

ideating or anything else regarding Bee and Mason.

And you know what, I am ok with it.

It is what brings me joy and happiness right now why deny myself.

God, knows I have done that long enough.

So from now on I will enjoy those little Bee and Mason moments 

and be happy.

Ciao,

F